I still don't really know how I feel about Halloween.
I mean, I think it’s fun to put together a cool costume and eat lots of candy, but I also really hate all the gory, creepy, demonic-style stuff that comes along with it. I mean, I don’t see the fun in celebrating all things death, like a lot of stuff is now.
I just want to eat my weight in candy on a day when it’s not only socially acceptable, but encouraged. And all the candy will be on sale tomorrow, so I guess that’s cool.
I can’t sync my iPhone to my computer because apparently I’ve authorized too many computers with my account already so if I sync it I’ll lose all my apps and everything in them. But if I make a new account to authorize things with it still won’t work because all my stuff is under my current account.
I guess the whole 5-account limit is for security and to prevent file sharing r whatever but come on. It’s so DUMB. I’m sorry I’ve been using iTunes since like 6th grade and have had multiple computers and crashed hard drives since then.
I'm really trying to be open to the things I know God is trying to teach me...
But in all honesty, I just don’t want to. the sinful crappy part of me just wants to wallow in bitterness and hatefulness until they get so sick of me they kick me out and I can go somewhere else.
I hate this. I KNOW God has valuable lessons for me here. I KNOW I need to be loving and serving these people no matter how I feel. I KNOW all these feelings and emotions are from satan and that I shouldn’t trust them or give them room to flourish.
"Oh what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin and death? Thank God! The answer is Jesus Christ our Lord. So you see how it is: In my mind I really want to obey God’s law, but because of my sinful nature I am a slave to sin." -Romans 7: 24-25
God is the only way I will find the strength to keep going here and to be positive. If left to my own devices I would be on a complete downward spiral of bitterness and sinful thinking. He is the only way up.